[[MORE]]im just so fucking scared. i don’t know if i can do this. i honestly don’t think i will survive if it happens again. you still make me hurt sometimes. i don’t think i can let someone that close again. you’re making me like you.
Out of my room and interacting with family for the first time in a long while. All i want to do is go back to my room and curl into a ball. You are all making me anxious and you are stupid. Overly happy for things that are average and angry over things that don’t matter. My father talks to the dog too much and talks so much shit and still hasn’t apologised to me for the incident the...
And then there’s just me. Huge, replaceable and the one who seems to do everything wrong.
maxedchilled: Fuck i hate reading a book and getting so absorbed you finish the series in a week or two only to wish that you read it slower so you could prolong the euphoric feeling it gives you by escape reality that little while longer.
apply pressure to the wound
i reblog the same things too often, but couldn’t care less because they are great.
“You’re going to discover that conversations are best at 4am. The heavier the eyelids, the sincerer the words. Those are the talks you’ll remember. It’s ok not to know the answer and silence is not awkward. It’s shared, so share it more often than not.” — Jeff Stuckel
[[MORE]]i need vodka, i need something to smoke, i need a hug, and i want this horrible day to be over. i want all my feelings to go away. i wish i hadn’t avoided the subject and i wish you would text me. i’m so stupid. i probably failed my ancient exam. i can’t stop over boiling and just feeling like i’m going to throw up or burst into tears and my head won’t stop...
I feel horrible. When someone said it would be intruding, after that i didn’t think it was right to go. I thought it would make it not seem real. I’m so sorry, i should have said goodbye. I’m so angry at the people who said bad things about you all over facebook are now calling you a friend. They weren’t good enough for you and it disgusts me how they are being now. I hope...
Good work Tayla, fucked up again.