July 2011
You just made very upset on top of the fact that I’m sick. Fuck you very much sir. If you don’t want me anymore, then hurry up and cut the string.
Dare you?
Didnt know people could sink so low. My great grandmother, we call her mama, passed away a couple of days ago. My grandmothers sister took her up to QLD with them about two years ago when she was almost too frail to travel. Then, she was admitted on sunday night to hospital and they did not ring any of her relatives on my grandmas side. They knew she was on her deathbed, they knew she was passing...
i can take it.
She asked every question i had already researched. Im not, i knew i wasnt, but why no one else did, i dont know. Now to start writing ideas in my art VAPD. Ive had some pretty good ideas while laying in bed at night and i have come up with some ways to display my photographs in a good way. Im going to dip them in watercolours so that all the whites in the photos change to that water colour but you...
keeping yourself busy so you wont think. i dont want to go, i dont want to feel like one of those fucked up people who have to go to someone because they are fucked up. im not fucked up. im sure of it. i dont know what im supposed to think when really i think im fine, but people keep telling me im not.