Well, tonight’s the night. I’m scared shitless about sending the last text and deleting you from my life. I’m so scared because that means this year is over and nothing in it will carry onto next year. I don’t know how I got here. I’m scared of everything and I’m able to fe with it but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt.
- Me: my teenage years are gonna be a blast!
- Life: whoops sorry
- High school: haha yeah right
- Highschool parties: lol nope you're not invited
- Friends: we don't need you anymore lol
- Food: I'll be your best friend
- Tumblr: lol I'm here for you
- Me: okay
i dont want to hurt anymore.
So, my sister gave me these beautiful crystal bracelets for christmas and it says you have to focus all your energy on them and get rid of all the bed feelings and emotions and things that have touched it. Fair enough to say, i feel like the biggest twat after doing it. Im kind of really hoping they work. Please work.